Musings of a Spirit Questors

Sometimes we all have to have our reality check… “Is it real?” we ask ourselves..or is it just our internal subconscious and unconscious projecting images we never even fathomed…or just because we so want something to be there…it can provide comfort and it also supports our faith or acquired belief even more.

There are the sets of endless questions thrown to you and by the end of the day you also tend to question yourself for the nth time for these questions, still…

I was a kid (well we all were when we had all our encounters of the paranormal & our share of psychism) when I had my visions, precognitive dreams, heightened pyschism, ghost experiences, etc. Right then and there I felt a truth stirring inside my young and accepting mind that there is more to this plane that we have ever imagined.

Years passed and I felt that these sublime and enigmatic things slowly slipping away..phasing out as if it were just the fads of an ending era. Then the yearning for the long seemingly forgotten memories begins to snake its way into my psyche as if telling me, “Forget not the secrets of the Universe. It is embedded in your totality not for want of power, but because for the simple truth that you exist, and these secrets existed along with the birth of everything else.” That foreboding message seemed beckoning to me…taunting me even.

So to fast track everything else, because of all these collected experiences and messages, I joined the Spirit Questors ™ and in my 5 years questing in this group, I insisted on acquiring forgotten knowledge and honing them so as so they become wisdom and snippets of inspiration for everyone else –may they be accepting or not of our beliefs. It’s a good feeling being able to help others or our so-called Agents in their journey or quest not into to the unknown, but rather the highly evasive information that we all possess. It’s a good feeling imbuing yourself, somehow if not fully, with the beliefs of the group which are: Unconditional Love, Peaceful Co-existence, and Respect for free will. I’m not hard selling the group, this is just me. You always go into a quest equipped with these beliefs. And if at times the case is relatable so much to you and your shadows, fears, and hurts, and you feel you cannot practice unconditional love or peaceful co-existence, that’s where the challenge lies. It is because it hits you with the reality that things which are insurmountable to you should and must be faced. It is only through these times that you quest into your being and realize the things that you should be changing so that you can better yourself and your purpose in life.

Anyway, this may be such an inspirational sounding piece which may or may not appeal to you; but the fact of the matter is, it is felt…it is lived… by the questors. For what it’s worth these musings come to me with the simple truth that we all have questioned our existence and purpose and the meaning of everything else at one point in our life. This questioning transcends borders, race, religion, beliefs, educational upbringing and such. I think even an ant would stop in its track and wonder even for a fleeting moment why it has to gather food forever for its clan…or this part may just be me again. Ponderings I tell you… Our group can’t tell you everything even if some accuse us of being all knowing, destroyer of the balance of things, or whatever crazy annotations that has been thrown to us. We are not claiming to be gifted or the chosen ones because we are all capable of accessing these information or so-called truths; it’s just a question of being open and acknowledging the fact that there is so much more out there that we need to know and tap. We do not claim that man can know everything…we are not God at all. We can just know so much and what we are capable of. What we are capable of, we use it for the betterment of humanity and our souls. . It’s hard to be talking about truths and me seemingly to be talking about an inkling of truth I have come to know when in this world and in the history of man all of us are vying for it. We even claim to have possessed it and we even wage wars because of our truths. So to be politically and objectively and subjectively correct, (is there such a thing? Forgive me…this is for just lack of a better term) I’m just saying come to think about it. We have our steadfast faiths along with its truths- true. However, we should also learn to see psychism not as a threat to faith but actually as something that can augment it. How? To simply put it, it’s just something so unexplained by science that it cannot be anything but divine. Kids know it by heart thou they do not utter it. Maybe they’re just wise in some points than us. Hmmm…that may be the reason why Jesus said to be like Children.

So these are my musings. It may be just me, but then again these are musings also shared by a lot so maybe..just maybe they are not just mere musings. You are a thinking being, get to use that gift and harness your other psychic gifts or capabilities as well Use it to not prove that you’re better than the others because you have come to use and control it, but use it to share what you have learned, and to put it all to good use.

“I held the world’s secret in my hands, but when I looked inside of them again I couldn’t remember its meaning.”